Sue had her colonoscopy as planned today. It was an uneventful, though not especially enjoyable, preparation and procedure. For those who have 'had the pleasure', you don't need any explanation. For those of you who have avoided this so far, trust us, you do not want details!!

What was discovered as a result of the 'invasion of personal space with a tiny camera on a (flexible) stick' was that the cancer is back with a vengeance in the same location and has regrown to the point that the bowel is already almost completely constricted. Phill (the surgeon) told us tonight that he "could not find his way past the tumor". In short, there is a 'roadblock'. How quickly things can change.

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While the return of the cancer in 'action mode' was not a surprise to us (as we knew that Sue has been in increasing discomfort and deteriorating wellness), the extent of the regrowth was a little unexpected.

The practical consequence is that Sue's bowel could (but may not!) become completely obstructed and/or rupture or perforate at any time. This would be extremely painful and require emergency surgery. Far better then to act soon and prevent this happening!

So......Sue will be having a palliative (as distinct from curative) transverse hemicolectomy on Thursday 14 August. This will be performed by Phill Carson in Darwin. If all goes well, this will be followed by 5-7 days recovery in hospital and a further 6-8 weeks recovery at home.

Yesterday we were dealing with the feelings and challenges resulting from uncertainty. Today we are dealing with the feelings and challenges resulting from firm decisions and clear ways forward! - e.g. the need to cancel planned and booked travel to Adelaide and Yarragon late in August and September.

What a relief it is to know that in this, as in all things, we are not alone. We are surrounded and embraced by countless generous and grace-fueled 'lovers of us'. What a beautiful expression and ministry of the truth that we are able to love, because God first loved us.

Keep smiling and being thankful in what faces you. We are.